Whoa.... It's been a long time.
Life has gotten busy. What more can I say? Well, actually a lot.
1. I am pushing for a new job. I am ready to take my career to the next level and I am ready to move on from my current job. I never thought I would want to leave my current job but alas, I do. It's not that I don't like my job. It's just that I am ready for more ownership, more opportunity and a new manager. So I have been talking to other departments and even looking outside of my current company. I don't want to leave the company I currently work at but for the right job I might be tempted to leave. This change feels right. My favorite coworker has moved onto another team and my manager is just not interested in being a manager. I am starting to feel exhausted from the short deadlines and dealing with my outside creative agency. I am just ready for a change.
I will say that it looks like I might have a change coming in 1 month. If i can pull this change off, it would be a very exciting change for me. Fingers crossed!
2. Because of the change in my work situation, I am in flux. What this flux has meant for me is a combo of eating poorly and getting depressed with the realization that I need to do the exact opposite of this. I need to take better care of myself. So I made the decision last week to detox and take a hard look at out of hand I was. And then I realized I wanted to start lifting weights again.
3. I have started to lift weights everyday and I feel amazing! I realized that the only times I have successfully had the body I wanted were times when I was lifting weights everyday. I am also the body type that makes and sculpts muscles like a pro. So with the realization that it was time to get my body under control I have started to making working out my priority. But I don't love cardio. I love doing things like snowshoeing or paddle boarding but I hate working out on a machine in a room. However, I love weight lifting. My body is responding instantly. I feel strong. I am able to support my back and I am toning up very quickly. Plus, lifting weights is so good for me as a female. Building muscles will improve my metabolism way more than cardio.
4. I am still going to school at night. It has been a handful and I am not able to be as present as I wish I could be. But I am still doing it.
5. I am ready for changing my life. I am ready to get settle down into a relationship and to make my career a priority. I am ready for stability and for a family.
So much going on!
And there is more happening that I can't share yet. But you get the general drift. It's all about change for me right now. As exhausting as it has been, this will be a life changing year!
