Thursday, June 06, 2013

Four months into my total body change

Four months ago I made the decision to start lifting weights.  In high school and college I lifted weights and loved how I felt about myself but then life happen.  I stopped lifting weights and gained a lot of weight.   The past two years I have been working changing my life and my body is something that I needed to work on but never had the energy to change.

Until now.

I am now down 2 clothing sizes.  I am in the normal section instead of the Women's section for the first time in years.  I am finally fitting into clothing I bought years ago but could never put on due to being the wrong size. I am feeling great!  I am about to get a pixie cut which is a hair cut I loved from my skinny days and I am just happier all around.

I know it's odd to think of weight lifting as a desirable thing for a woman to be doing but the results are beautiful.  My body is really starting to feel like a work of art.   I am more confident than I ever have been and this is translating into how I related with the world.   I am at a place of peace with myself that I have never felt before.

In other news, work has settled for a bit. School is over!!!! 
And I have been talking to a couple of new men.   Overall, I am just relaxing and allowing myself to really take care of myself  in a way I never have.  And I am having fun doing it!