Loving My Life

Peace.  Loving my Life.  Happiness.

These are the feelings I have right now about my life.  Deep breaths.  I am living my dream.  I truly am.  I work.  I make art.  I live a very comfortable life.  I travel.  I take care of myself.  I live in a beautiful, magical world.  I am loved.  I am part of a wonderful family and relationship.  My heart is so full.
It's in such contrast to my past and a welcomed change. 2015 has been truly life changing. I know my life's purpose.  I found my key to a happy life.  It's interesting because ever since I came into this knowledge, my life has been a series of endings yet beautiful beginnings.  I shed my skin of all old attachments and I am ready to step forward in this new role.

I have two more months of processing and collecting loose ends.  My goal was working on myself until June and then launching in July.  I am right on track. It's hard not to be able to talk about what I am doing or my purpose but there is a reason for it.  I am going deep so that when I come out of this transformation, I will in the best place to launch into the public.

Recently my puppy has become night blind.  She is almost 14 years old so it's not unexpected.  I bought her this night light so she can move around at night and not feel like she is trapped.  She loves it and I love it for the soft glow and symbolism it displays.  I am coming out of my cocoon and about to become that beautiful butterfly.  My life is changing and soon I will be helping others do the same.

A Little Down Time

Today I need a little down time to recharge.  I have made no plans except to be totally open to see what happens.  So far I have gone from reading to cleaning to art to seeing the beauty in my home with my best fur friend.

This full moon in Virgo was intense in the best way.  The front half of the week was slightly miserable.  Everyone was cranky and life just felt hard.  But Thursday everything had turned around to a love filled world.   I am always amazed at the power of the moon and how sensitive we are to it.

I am feeling like I am back on track after a couple of weeks of feeling off balanced.  It feels good to be grounded again.  I am back to planning my new company.  To my self care routine.  To making art and adding joy in my life.  Ahhhh.  Feels so good to be back on the right track!  I spent this week really connecting with friends.  I needed just a week to see people and talk; to reconnect and share with them.  Just a week to let go and just let life guide me.

This week also marked a lot of healing and releasing.  It was beautiful.  For the first time in years, I have real space in my life thanks to the healing old wounds from the past.  And it all happened in a really gentle and sweet way.   I am so grateful for 2015 and my life.