It has taken me a while to figure out my next steps. Healing from cancer is so much harder than they tell you. It's like nothing I have ever had to recover from. I am not the same person I was 3 years ago. I am just not.
I do like this new person I am becoming. It has taken three years of simply living for her to start to emerge. I can see her daily now. Working her way through the challenge of cancer to figure out her reason for being here. This work has connected her to the earth in a very close way.
My intentions for 2023 are going to revolve around how I can support myself now that I have found something new to do. I want to find meaningful classes and education to support my love of flowers and working in the yard. Maybe a landscape designer? Maybe I will move to England for a few years to study landscape design the UK version. I want to learn so much about how to create the most beautiful garden that I can. I am excited about this goal. I feel like I am ready to try something new. See where it takes me.
Until then, you can find me in my greenhouse. Potting up flowers that I will be selling in the new year.
