My soul is screaming for more fun in life. I am focusing too much on changing my life that I feel like I am not enjoying things enough. So my goal for the next few weeks is to have more fun in life. I am in a great place in my life. Yes there are things I want that I do not have yet. But there are also an amazing amount of great things in my life that I need to be grateful for.
So I am going to have more fun. I am going to write in my journal at a bar all by myself. I am going to buy some colored pencils and paper and I am going to draw. I am going to make silly dates with my friends and have some fun adventures. I am going to let myself enjoy the moment and not focus or talk about all the things I am working on.
Sometimes I don't sit back enough and love myself. I push myself to change all the time, passed the point of exhaustion. Sometimes I just want to relax and have fun.
And sometimes my emotions get the best of me and I don't realize it until after the fact. And then I beat myself up over this. This is my theme for today. Ugh....
But right now I have decided to stop blogging. To take a long lunch and get outside and be a part of society. I am too tied to my computer and my Internet and all other things. I am going to be free for a couple of hours!
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